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*Feeling butterflies in stomach*

*Blushing*

*finding yourself on cloud 9*

*evry love song seems to be written for you*

All this happen when you are in love..but what happens when you aren't sure about your love..

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17th February.2013 late night around 12:15...I waz warm and cosy in my bed ready to sleep when suddenly my phone vibrated...I waz shocked to see that who would call me at this time...I half opened my eyez and saw it waz "HIM"...I waz thunderstruck to see his call...after 12 dayz he contacted me...yes "12 DAYZ"...can you imagine diary...?? At one point of time...he waz the same guy who couldn't even spend a day without conversing with me...the same guy who used to talk to for hourz tirelessly...the same guy who said that I am his foremost priority and will alwayz be...!!
I don't know what happened suddenly...why this gap arised between us...between our relationship...we had no fightz...no argumentz...no tauntz...nothing at all...we were happy as alwayz then why this gap...?? Itz not that I didn't tried to contact her...I contacted her many timez but everytime she ignored my call n didn't reply to any message of mine...YES...I WAZ HURT...she hurt me...her ignorance hurt me a lot...it killed me from within...I used to cry but when I saw that she doesn't even bother to know if I am alive or not then I also changed me behaviour...coz everything has a limit and his ignorance crossed my patience limit now...!!
I decided to stay happy even if itz without her...it waz very difficult in the beginning...whole day long all I could think waz "HER"..."ONLY HER"...her thoughtz surrounded me but I controlled myself somehow and didn't contact him...and you know what diary...?? It worked...yes it did work...after a week I GOT USED TO HER IGNORANCE...now I stopped waiting for her call...I just diverted my attention to other thingz...and day by day I started getting better and better...now after 12 dayz she is contacting me...while thousandz of thingz were flooded in my mind...I just picked her call normally and said "HELLO"...!!
She called me up for some work...I helped her out and waz just about to cut the call when she suddenly said "Hey stop...you don't wanna talk...?? You sound so changed...!!" I replied "I want to talk but not now as I am a bit sleepy and I have other prioritiez in my busy life just like you have...!!" She waz a bit shocked hearing my reply...may be she felt guilty...she apologised...I forgave her asalwayz but I don't think I will be ever the same as I waz before

"COZ ITZ NOT THAT I DON'T GET HURT NOW...ITZ JUST THAT I AM WAY TOO USED TO IT NOW"


                                             

A Fresh Start...

A year back...24th February.2012 around 5 p.m. I waz with my college buddiez enjoying our college fest...we were at the "FLOWER SHOW" and were enjoying the beauty and serenity of nature...the dew...the freshness...the charisma that those pretty flowerz had waz just out of the world...while I waz enjoying the flower show I saw a girl noticing me...somehow even I noticed her...she looked swe


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should i be??

I M Sorry Of Being So Emotional I M Sorry Of Being So Possessive I M Sorry That I Cry For You I M Sorry Because I Cant Live Without You I M Sorry For The Tears You Shed I M Sorry For The Damage I Made I I M Sorry For Each And Every Fight I M Sorry For The Missing Harmony I M Sorry For My Selfish Love I M Sorry For Not Caring Enough I M Sorry For My Restlessness I M Sorry For The Lo


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choice-i made it ryte

Itz silence n I am in my room….all alone….tick tock tick tock…I see the clock striking 1 a.m. Suddenly tearz rolled down my eyez when I recalled what she said a while ago….she asked me to choose between her n my best friend….how could she…how could she expect me to make this choice….!!! I know my best friend from the past 7 yearz….almost double the time since I have known her….she waz alwayz


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take me with uh...

Meet me under the moon tonight Take me to a place where it's just me and you Not even a soul can find usHold my hand Keep it warm Look into my eyes Let them shineRemind me of the love we had So deep we were inseparable So great not even hell could break us Make me laugh Like I used to when I never stopped Make me smile The smile that glittered on my faceHelp me remember the love w


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NOTING without uh...

I only miss you A little you could say  A little too much  A little too often and  A little more Everyday When they told me you were gone It was all I could do to keep trying to hold on Without you there to catch me, it was too hard I let go and fell, and it tore me apart These hands you used to hold Have been getting very cold Without you here to protect me I’m al


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lOvE..

When Two Hearts Are Meant To Be Together.. No Matter How Long It Takes No Matter How Far They Go No Matter How Tough It Seems Love Will Bring Them Together To Share a Life Forever..!!!


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miss u..

I MISS YOU !!! I miss you with my mind that loves to think about you and with my lips that love to kiss you, with my eyes that love to look at you, with my ears that love to hear your laugh and with my hands that loves to hold you close. ♥                                 


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coz i cn't name it...

Some relationz in life are special….extremely special….some relationz in life are just meant to be….some relationz in life are just uncommendably beautiful….my relation with her is also somewhat similar….shez not mygirl-friend….nor she is just a best friend….shez more than best friend n less than my girl-friend….!!We know eachother from the past 7 yearz….I still remember the first time we met….


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LOVE IS...

I met Her several times before i really "met " her.. Something about her,even un tied hairs just spoke to me. We fight ..sometimes she makes me angry and at other times I make Her mad BUT at the end of the day..We would ALWAYS come home to eachother..no matter how big or small the fight is.. We have had our own share of difficulties ,misunderstandings , insecurities and all ..We don't always


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Its going to be exactly 2years since we entered into a long distance because I had to leave. How did we manage,people ask. Jealousy. insecurity. Possessiveness. Fights. Tears. -Yes, we have been through all of it. Jealousy when she would not have time for me but I would find her talking to others. Insecurity when I would talk to her about my new friends (particularly girls). Pos


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Are V Really Dating..??

It’s been two year. I mean, I guess it has. I can’t pinpoint when I fell in love with you. It wasn’t when we first started talking last 2 last summer. It wasn’t by the end of last year, I was already in a different relationship. But it happened sometime. I started to love you. I still love you. I don’t know why.We’ve never met. I started talking to you randomly after a mass-chat ended. It was ju


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how you can tell when it’s true love

Everyone always wants to know how you can tell when it’s true love, and I think the answer is this: when the pain doesn't fade and the scars don’t heal, and it’s too damned late.I loved you because you observed me as no one has, in my silence, you captured my habits, and quirks and still loved me. Last summer meant so much to me. More than you can ever imagine. And when you left I was a wreck.


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n8s..meh darkest side

At night my mind says...Let’s sleep My heart says...What you'll dream That’s when my eyes tell....every time you weep. The last song played on my cell phone Was once dedicated to her That’s when its lyrics tell... She might have forgotten them. I turned to the other side of the sleeping seat Facing the window        &n


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’ll never let you

I never knew a broken heart could keep on breaking. You keep on sending your love but no ones there to take it. Rivers of tears keep a steady flow… But no ones there to know. It’s you, you who I want to know. You who I want to see… All of what I think and feel, It’s you I want here with me. Not a day goes by without wishing for a hug a kiss, a laugh, a cry… For soothing hurts, tucki


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* valentine Day :)

it was mid night ...the most awaited day of the month or you can say day of LOVE just started...it was already 1 and still she haven't called...i know she is at her home and sleeps with her parentz..i understand i always do but some time its just the emotion which matter ...but i love her to much and i didn't wanted to get upset..i was just listening to our favorite songs...ya i had a separate c


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TUne changed...unintensionally

Dear Heart..itz been almost 2 yearz since we into a relationship…time actually fliez…isn’t it…?? Seemz like yesterday when we met eachother for the first time…when we became “KNOWNZ” from “UNKNOWNZ”…seemz like yesterday when I proposed me n SHE hapily said a big “YES”…seemz like yesterday when we went on our first date…when we first time hugged eachother…kissed <juz kissed> eachothe


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I Am Fallen 4 u,My Angel..!

“My dear… I’m not a hero of any kind. I won’t turn your eyes golden or teach you how to fly. Sometimes I wonder if you can see I’m just as needy as you are. You say there is no one who could hold you like I do. But imagine if other arms felt warmer, more soothing than mine. Would you leave? I’m not the boy your dad would like. With just one look at me standing close to you, I’d snatch


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coc i'd nt known

If I'd only known... That this the last time we've met... I would have stopped the break of dawn. And stopped the sun to set.. If i'd only known... That i wouldn't see you again... I would have framed a picture of you within... To end my suffering...to end my pain... If i'd only known.... That this is the last time I sit by your side.... I would have told you how much I LOVED YOU.


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someday...

[The more of this or the less of this Or is there any difference? Or are we just holding onto things we don't have anymore? Sometimes time doesn't heal No not at all It just stands still While we fall In or out of love again I doubt I'm gonna win you back When you've got eyes like that They won't let me in] I know I'm holding onto you because I can't have you anymore. I keep


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