There you go. You're in my head. I can't get you out, you're in there eating away at all my thoughts, clouding my judgements, just taking over everything. My imagination is running wild, we already had numerous dates in my head and plenty of conversations. You've already told me how beautiful you think I am and we had our first fight. I met your friends and they think I'm great. You let me

I don't know how to start, so I’ll just say everything that comes to my head. It been one rough year and I know I haven't made it easy. I took it to a point, where you feel you're better without me.... I finally got the one thing that I wanted and I blew it. I let so many things from my past get the best of me. You tried to take on everything that I was giving but it was too much. I put too much

I'm scared! I'm so fucking scared! I think that I'm maybe love her, I really do! But I can’t, not her! I know that something is wrong, why is she so nice and perfect all the time! WHYY??!! And she is choosing me?! Come on man, there are so many studs out there, take THEM!! Not me…!!This is making me so scared, because I know it can’t be true! I just know it! About two weeks from now she is comin

i wanted to let you know how frustrating our situation is for me and that’s the safest way i can put it.hah, see, i can barely put my feelings to words-- rather, i can’t put them in a way that you’d be comfortable with. we’ve had talks like this before, and i always have trouble getting to the point because i know that if i say something too intense or too emotional, you’ll shut yourself down.

We made no sense on paper.None.And yet, the first time we met each other's gaze, sprawled out on those hideous couches that smelled of feet and popcorn, the remainder of the room and its occupants faded out of any inkling of mental awareness I had left, because it was as if smoke machines has been let off inside me, spreading a fizzy, warm, dizzying vapor of overwhelming... feeling.Feeling. The

When I was seventeen I saw you at a friend's birthday party. It was black and red themed for some reason, and you showed up in black skinny jeans and a red shirt with a red indian feather in your hair. You were twenty two. I saw you from a distance and thought you were the cutest thing I'd seen. I asked your friends if you were into guys, and to my delight I found out you were. I was sloppy dru

You have always been ambitious and i love that about you. Your only 17 but you have already started up your own business and it is doing so well, i couldn't be more proud to call you my girlfriend. and you know that, i helped you set it up. i came up with the name , and i did all the design and advertising for it. i understand owning your own business , especially when your so young is stres

It’s like a door that’s too old, that never quite shuts right. And using that little bit of leeway, you somehow always manage to weasel your way back in into my life, into my heart… Only to leave me time and again, always in pieces.Everybody else perceived me as aloof and strong, but they never knew how you were my one weakness, the love I could never seem to get over.The first time you left ba

When you pick me up my favorite songs are always playing. You tell me not to speak, wanting to explain what is going on. You ask for me, but I just can't. I've always cared for you. Always loved seeing you, hearing from you, fighting with you. At the same time, however, I've hated you. Despised you more than any person I know. You made me hurt in a way that I've never experienced, you embarrass

Let's go back to the beginning. It was quite unexpected you see, you and I. You had your eyes on me even while I was in a 3 year relationship. Things didn't work out of course. You asked me out on dates, I refused. What can I say? I was afraid.. afraid of meeting someone new, afraid of trying once again, afraid of the pain that love brings. So who'd have guessed that after a year of n

It doesn't feel weird to wake up without you anymore. Sometimes I feel terrible, sometimes fantastic, but it doesn't depend on you anymore. I can take as much time as I want in the morning - I can choose to get dressed as fast or slow as I want to and I can run out the door without having to pull you with me. My glass of water is mine only and is not emptied by somebody else. But as you can

I wasn't sure if I should actually hit the 'send' button but as you can see, I swallowed my pride and did it... Seeing you that Monday evening felt so great and since then I keep wondering how you felt after seeing me...I'm very aware that I may regret this, but I am also aware that if I don't be honest and true to myself, I may always be wondering... So instead of wondering I'll just ask. And

I don’t know why. Why I was so foolish to have fallen for the fairytale. I have foolishly fallen in love with a girl who cannot love me the way I deserve to be loved. But what I deserve is so grand, I wonder if any girl will ever be able to pull it off. Not without great confidence… and passion, that’s for sure. Why aren’t you that girl? You told me you could be. You held that

For 5 years, I have wondered when I would be a priority. When I would be important enough for you to say, "I'm here," and mean it. For 5 years, I waited for your empty promises of marriage proposals, international adventures, the words "I love you...unconditionally," that you actually meant. With your initiative, we shopped for rings. We discovered the perfect one, together. I bought yours tha

I'm lost nowhere, in the memory lane, Where i miss u, I feel u & i die for u,  almost everyday.. ♥ Even sometyms, i impeach u,  for loving me dis way, I hav spend countless nights, waiting at midway.. ♥ I still dream of "US" &  i wish u to come out of my dream & walk along with me, Its becoming ruthless,  when i feel u in me,day by day.. ♥ My

I had been bugging my girlfriend to write love letters for a few months (we've been long distance for 17 months now) and so for Christmas She gave me a moleskin notebook with a letter from her written on the first few pages. "It's so we can write back and forth to each other like a love journal" she said. Best gift. Anyways, it was my turn to write something to her. The problem was when I t

You never just had a part of me, you had all of me. I wrapped myself up in your being and it wasn’t surprising when you did the same. Our lives became entwined with a mix of our bests, and our worsts. I’m not scared nor do I feel robbed. I guess I feel a little confused on how something that consuming couldn’t make it to the end. Here I am now thinking about what lies ahead. To have my strin

I don't really care if anyone sees this or not, it's not really the kind of thing to get published. I just had to say it- I'm in love. That's it, just love! And she doesn't know, and she can't know. The consequences our relationship would create I'm savy enough to understand, and God knows what she thinks of me day today since I'm so much younger and dumber, but I don't care. I'm past ca

You once told me that if there was ever something I needed to say to you, to scream at you, to share with you, that I could and I should share with you so that I can heal. You know that I struggle to verbalize only the very closest words to my heart out loud. So, this is what I have wanted to say to you. "I am both happy and sad and I am trying to figure out how that could be."  Wil

Itz cold out here n I am walking really fast to reach home as soon as possible…suddenly I feel someone’z following me….ohh God plz help me…there is no one on this road….I am all alone…I turned back and saw that she is running towardz me….I also started to run to save myself and all of a sudden someone grabz me from back and I shouted loudly…..”HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLPPP” and I realize I am in

Do you believe in soul mates? I didn't. I used to think that I would never find the person I was meant to spend the rest of my life with in this little town. I thought I would have to leave and start over new somewhere else to start my life...I thought I would have to leave if I was to ever find my true love. But then she came along... and it's like everything I ever knew changed. Everything

You know when love is just beautiful? When you find someone who’s creases in the palms of their hands perfectly match up with yours? When that person’s smile is like the sunrise to your happiness? Just the mere thought of them creates a tidal wave of butterflies in the pit of your stomach, but in a good way. When you awake every morning to either their scent right beside you, or a sweet text me