Do you believe in soul mates?
I didn't. I used to think that I would never find the person I was meant to spend the rest of my life with in this little town.
I thought I would have to leave and start over new somewhere else to start my life...I thought I would have to leave if I was to ever find my true love.
But then she came along... and it's like everything I ever knew changed. Everything I ever wished for, hoped for, wanted to do... changed.
Because of her. Because i knew that no matter what, she was the girl I was going to spend the rest of my life with.
We took a little while to get to know each other, even though we both practically felt like we knew each other inside out from the first moment we said "Hello."
What we found out though, was that we really were perfect for each other. Were she was speechless, I was there to say what she couldn't. Were I was sad and had shut down, she was there to make everything better again and to put that smile she loves to see on my face..
We had weird moments that I could only laugh about with her..our own little private jokes that we will never forget about. Everything was perfect...she was even into the same taste of weird music as i was into. Because of all this and more, I knew he would be the one.
But lately, it all seems to be changing.. I keep thinking to myself that she still loves me, and she reminds me of this as much as she can..but where I used to see her every day, I only see her about three times a week, maybe less.
Where I used to talk to her every day, now we go days without even a phone call. She got a new job. It keeps her busy, so it's not like she's out there doing things that could potentially break my heart...but all this separation is killing me. I'm proud of her for trying to make her life better, and I wouldn't tell her to give any of it up. But i do wish I would see her more...I wish there would be more hours in the day, more days in the week, just so I could spend a little bit more time with her...
This separation will be good for us in the long run. It will be a test of our love... So far we have had a wonderful 8 months together, and she has become my lover, my partner, my best friend..
I know that we will get through whatever obstacles we come across because I love her and she loves me..
So do you believe in soul mates? Because I do
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